I hate wasting food. I hate when people waste food.
There are people starving. That’s a waste if money and resources.
And don’t let me have spent time preparing the food being wasted. Gaaaaaah.
That made me think of the spiritual food we waste.
We read the Bible. We listen to sermons. We endure tests and trials. We have lessons sent by God.
And yet. We don’t do anything with it. Or we don’t keep at it. Wasteful.
If I am irritated by the waste of vittles, I wonder how God feels about our waste of Him and His Word.
How does He feel about us not choosing to be good ground, or good stewards?
I challenge us to keep His Word and provision ever before us. What He gives is too good and too important to waste.
I posed some questions on twitter earlier today. What do you do when the answer is no? What do you do when the answer is wait? What do you do when u see the vision but are clueless about the provision? What do you do when there is silence? What do you do when the storm is too loud? What do you do?
Now, I know I fast. And I know I pray. And I know I stand. Because that is what the Bible says. But we live in a microwave society. We have flesh that is constantly warring with the spirit. We have a past that threatens to dictate our future. I am walking into seemingly familiar territory. I just walked out of familiar territory. I feel like I failed. I feel like I didn’t apply the lesson. I don’t want to be insane. I don’t want to do the same thing and expect a different result. I don’t want to mess up what’s coming. I simply don’t trust myself.
And the moral of the story, simplistically, is to trust God. To give it over to God. Because he can handle it. I’m going to do that. But I’m also going to work my faith. I’m going to shut up. I’m going to shut people up. This is too important, too crucial, too critical. I’d like to not wander in this wilderness anymore. I think I have learned something and taken something valuable away when I’ve been here before. But I’m trying to learn more. I’m trying to take more away. I am trying to slay this giant. Stay tuned…