Grateful Part Four-The Hurricane


Grateful Part Deux

What A Rollercoaster-Grateful Part Tres

I wanted a new car but not yet or this way.

I woke up to a text saying the other person’s insurance denied the claim due to no coverage.

How am I going to be grateful in this?

I called on Jesus for help. Cuz that’s all I got right now.

It is soooooo interesting to me that when our relationship is poppin and on point, hell just won’t let me gooooooo.

I am coming to realize just how important I must be.

People would say little things and I’d just shrug em off. Cuz the right people said nothing. Cuz the right people made me feel unimportant or insignificant.

I don’t know why I can’t let this go. Maybe because the revelation and realization is just so powerful.

I understand why I had to get to convocation. Someone prayed that I would see my gifts. Someone else told me they hoped I saw that I was loved and seen.

All of this chaos and turmoil that keeps coming my way backs that up.

What I refuse to do is give in to anything I would have before. There is absolutely NOthing, NOTHING I can do to change anything.

I have no tears. I have no anger. I have no frustration. All I have is faith and trust. I may write the draft sitting that’s appropriate here-prayer is all I got. (And did.)

I’m not even gonna get into the messy mess that is going on with this job. Lol. Ion know WHET (no typo) to do. I’m gonna have a job and that’s all that matters.

I said in another blog that I see God. That is factual even in the eye of this storm. More like hurricane season. But, I see Him because I’m looking for Him. And I’ll keep seeing Him because I’ll keep looking for Him.

Hurricanes bring wind and rain.

The Holy Ghost came in the room like the sound of a mighty rushing wind. πŸ—£ that means Scripture to look up.

There are soooooo many Scriptures about rain and water. Cuz hurricanes bring rain but they only form where there is an ocean nearby. Jesus did say He is the living water…πŸ—£

Another water Scripture that comes to mind is this: When thou passest through the waters, I will be with thee; and through the rivers, they shall not overflow thee: when thou walkest through the fire, thou shalt not be burned; neither shall the flame kindle upon thee.πŸ—£

I LOVE that Scripture. I have read it tons of times and never noticed that the word will is italicized in the King James Version. It was already a promise. But this looks like a promise promise.

Like the Psalmist Tye Tribbet said, I have no other choice but to trust you. And the Psalmists J.J. Hairston and Youthful Praise, there will be glory after this.

I haven’t changed my mind about this yes. I’m gone see this through. I got to. Cuz the one bringing it has been defeated. But the One with me who allowed it already has the victory. And all of heaven backs Him up.

Go be great. Someone is counting on it.

Grace – Grateful Part Five