I really wanna just lay in the bed and pull the covers over my head

I wanna ignore whats going on and what is on deck for the week and take a siesta

Kinda like Elijah under the juniper tree that my pastor preached about yesterday

But I can’t

And I won’t

I DESPERATELY NEED to see the miracle on the other side of this

So while frustrated and the storm rages (there is an actual, literal one outside as intyoe this), I’m gonna seek shelter in the arms of the One who created me and allowed it cuz He knows I can handle it

I gave it to Him and I am trying so hard to put one foot in front of the other and Leave. It. A. Lone.

Go be great. Frustrated. Irritated. Whatever. Just pray as you go and do it. You’re human. Someone is counting on your obedient yes.