Like. I’m frustrated.

So very frustrated.

I think I may have done something I had no business doing.

Also, my life is out of my control at the moment.

I have multiple plans and desires.

I have nothing concrete.

It’s unsettled.

And um

I’m praying.

But I’m confused.

I don’t even know what to do.

This isn’t the first time I’ve kinda felt like this.

But it’s never been at this magnitude.

It’s like I’m out of the boat on the water and I’m trying to stay focused and not sink.

But the wind and the waves are making it so incredibly hard.

I’m just gonna keep on trucking.

I’m gonna try not to lean on my own understanding.

But I could really use a punching bag or a sound proof room right now. 🙄